Sincerity & The Pursuit of Self-Development

I've never felt more alive. I've never felt more sincere. Recently, more than ever, I feel comfortably look-after, cradled in between the hands of destiny's vast mystery. However nebulous, however far-reaching, I am happy to have finally arrived in this place of self-awareness. 

In my mental skies, the moon is always out. She is glowing and majestic, high in the back drop -- ever-full and ever-fertile with magic that is balanced, her roundedness sharpened by the kind of logic that makes life keenly scientific, and  thus, undeniably unlimited. 

I will be culminating my Saturn return soon, and transitioning into a more clarified phase of self-development.

My twenties were rough, yo! I mean, my goodness, the ingredients that made me who I am today were quite pungent to the palate: a bitter-sweet marriage, a budded, and now, at present, a fully bloomed consciousness of my sensuality as it relates to whom I love, a proclamation of my alliance to particular communities, philosophies, and ideas, and then, years later, a renunciation of the labels I'd taken on that once made me feel so very safe. I get it now, truly "from [the] dust we came, and to the dust we return."

The more I grow, the deeper into the formless abyss I go. I suppose this is what The Kybalion means by "The Divine Paradox". The more I sense the truth deep in my body, the further I rise above my human vessel -- and yet, curiously enough, the more I travel into the practice of letting go, the more solidified I become in my needs and desires as a human being. 

Ah, to be in search of truth; to be in wonderment of who we are -- to dare to be real about what it is we find within ourselves, that is the gift and challenge of life in the 4th dimension.

In peace, lovingness, sensuality, intellectuality, [IN JUST BEING] and all that jazz, I leave you with some Ella <3

Shebah Saturn

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